Friday, August 1, 2008 There 's just too much to forget ♥ }
Okie enuf bragging.. i feel i just sounded like a 40yr old woman who gave birth to 5205 children.. lame ehk.. i knw i knw i knw.. life sux soo much for me now adays.. i juz feel like giving up on everytink n juz rotting.. but then again i ask myself wat will i ans my parents who have pinned soo much hopes on me.. betraying is the worst tink u can do to sum one.. to disappoint the hopes or expectations of and being disloyal to sum1 is the worst act on earth!! find i haf learnt to fCuk it.. like wats the point of forgiving soo much juz to realise its back to square one.. ders a pt wen u hit the jack pot n i start hating u.. soo now its my tym baby.. watch me live happier than the past few years.. be it frens or wat i haf learnt tat no one is der 4eva..
Faith was lost.
Hope was gone.
I started being
so withdrawn.
Sick of life
but more of men,
And there I was,
alone again.
Want to give up,
but thought it through.
Then there in my mind
were pictures of you.
Memories floating
above my head,
Of priceless words
that you have said.
People come
and people go,
But hearts like yours
will always glow.
Thinking of times
when I was upset.
Of all the things
that I regret.
Had my heart broken,
ego's been bruised.
Sick of this pain,
and of being used.
But you proved that you care,
no matter what I do wrong.
You gave me a smile,
you made me strong.
So whenever I need
a warm embrace,
I just close my eyes
and I think of your face.
1month and 11 days left!!
[8/01/2008 06:43:00 PM]
Him:D
