Maths - 4th Nov
Screwed screwed screwed screwed!!!!! In my entire lifetime i haf not done such a tough paper.. i dun seem to get why they even set such shitty hard papers.. don the govt want more students to get into the Uni.. but if they set papers like this im sure the numbers of students making it to the Uni is sure gona drop drastically... oh wells... Wen i read the first qn i was like is tis a H1 paper or H2 paper??? I turn to the cover page n its correct bar code.. 8863!!! but still the qn was like
H6264!!!! GOD!!! I reali want at least a B!!!! I mugged reali hard, not tat jard but quite hard.. okie i tink im contradicting myself.. But the bottom line is i did study smart n harder then sum people.......


Oral Presentation - TODAY!!!!
PW has always been a pain in the ass.. Its one of the subjects which i feel is soo irrelevan to the outside world.. Working on a persons feat.. he might haf just completed within four minutes but we will work on it for more than four months!!! Example: My group did on Sir Roger Bannister who ran a mile within four mins(ps: He is the first man to accomplish the feat)... But we did about how he ran the mile for nearly 5 months.... PATHETIC!!!
Oral presentations were reali a cup of tea for me.. I mean we indians dont haf to worry bout public speaking ryt.. The presentation went all fine.. Then came the Q&A!! I was the last speaker and the qn posted to me was like shit..
"Give me reasons why women are more receptive to the project?"
I was like WTF!!! Ask me for wat.. go ask the women whom we surveyed la.. i stood there dumb-founded for almost 2 mins.. Everyone in the room was stressful.. Aminah, Anisah, Michelle, Kharti and Cheryl hung their heads down.. Dinesh was the only soul who was looking at me n asking me to open my mouth!! can u believe it? After the qn was posted i had a sudden mental block which made me to forget the meaning of the god damn word receptive!!! Anyways, i m jus telling myself everyting happens for a reason.. I m nvr gona tok bout this anymore n i m soo gona treat myself for studying sooooooo hard.. i m gona enjoy this 2 weeks before my shit CAT starts.. 2 weeks might not be enuf but i will make full use of it.. I need more hanging on the fone, surfing the net, updating the blog, more under block games wif frens, more outings and some real serious shopping......

Message for the person whom knows who he is:
I m not the kinda gal u think.. Get this up ur freaking head.. I haf my life to live.. And u mean notink to me.. i haf had enuf of ur rubbish.. I luved u with my entire heart but i m sad to say that everytink has gone down the drain.. going five yrs of my life, my time and my everytink has gone to waste.. all ur SORRY'S were nvr sincere!! Everytink has changed, let alone me.. I m utteerly disgusted to say that u were the one i loved.. I only knw about 1/100 of wat u haf done and i m feeling shitty.. i dont want to hear any further.. Thanks for everytink.. U will always remain within me as a scar.. U claim that u still love me but i m feeling guilty to love u.. i gone thru the worst pain to be with u, jus to learn that its all a waste.. Nvr will i forget those days wen i felt that u're all that i needed.. everyone told me that its not worth it but i was blindfolded by that one word love!! Not anymore.. Now its my turn.. watch me live more happier n u shall start crying for doing this to me..

baby i will be there for ur wants/needs..

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